Am I a push over since I was Bullyed in High School?

I just graduated this year, and never really had a problem with bullying, but my 11th grade year, I was bullyed in gym class, by this group of dudes, there were 7 of them..They threw things at me, called a gay, queer, ect.. and sometimes pushed and shoved me, I usually dont take things from people, but 1 against 7 I had no chance, alot of people at my school like me, so I think they were jealous of me or something..But, it still regrets me, I feel like a pu$$y for not standing up for myself..