I feel like I don't belong here?!?

I feel like my family hates me! I dont think of them as family, I feel like my friends are my family! I have almost no reason to live. I just need someone to talk to. My parents scare me, so can't talk to them. My besties already have enough problems, so I don't wanna dump all mine on them. I don't wanna go to a consular either! Do I have other options?