I feel so depressed and torn, feel like im gonner beakdown, what do I do?? pleaseee help.?

im sorry. but people that get abused by their husbands or boyfriends just don't want to own up to reality, to face it. but you have to. what if it gets worse? and he does something to your son? leave him, or give him some space for a while at least. but hell, i suggest you get outta there as soon as. you may love him, but would someone love you that much to want to be abusive?